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Little Boy Black And Blue
Who was it that did this to you?
Who raised a hand at innocence?
Did they proclaim their eminence-
At a child's expense?
Is this your beloved mother's psalm,
This stormy song beneath your calm?
The one who nourished you from birth.
Were you more trouble then you were worth?
Oh was it her who did this to you,
Little Boy Black and Blue?
Was it your father, that loving soul?
Did the alcohol cause him to lose control?
Was his patience tried and taunted-
By the boy he never wanted?
Oh was it him that did this to you,
Little Boy Black and Blue?
Oh Little Boy Black and Blue,
The autopsy confirms it was true.
You were sodomized and strangled.
You were beaten, broken, mangled.
You must've screamed in agony,
As bloodstained hands brought you more misery.
Oh was it someone you never even knew,
Little Boy Black and Blue?
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Silent Child
our precious baby,
Close to my heart
I'll keep you with me.
An important job
God has for you,
There is love to give,
and work to do.
He needs an angel
strong but small,
To shine light on many
and give love to all.
Before you go
I give you this,
half my heart
and one last kiss.
We'll miss you dearly
that we know,
But by God you were
chosen,
So to heaven, you must go
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Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest,
Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
Repeating, resisting, insisting -
Refusing to be denied its recognition
Of its position in my
Frustration, Confusion, Delusion.
Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by,
Because there's so much to gain
By forgetting these dreams driving me insane.
Unfocused, unclear, out of control,
My world spinning, spinning, spinning,
My sanity flying through the door.
My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic,
Like fine sands running through my hands,
I'm losing my mind.
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Friends Until The End
We used to laugh
We were best of friends
I thought that�s how it would always be
You taught me so much
Told me exactly what to say
I wish it were still the same
But someday I know it will
Maybe not today
But we�ll meet up again
It won�t be long until I see your face
In Heaven that marvelous day
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Nobody
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody
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Courage To Move On!!
Now all she can feel is fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way he wanted to live.
He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance.
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run.
Now she is living all alone,
With nothing she can call her own.
She can barely make herself eat,
Wondering if her life will again be complete.
This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becoming strong.
Time will heal her broken pride,
Toward the sunrise her heart will glide.
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Warped & Twisted
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
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Wings Of The Angels
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
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Dying Inside
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.
I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.
Everywhere I go I see your face,
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you died
a piece of me died too.
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Forever Young
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my fried will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.
Lost in the glory of all time,
the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,
there within lies the mystery.
So shed a smile, and grin a tear,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, Forever young.
Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through or misery.
Forever young, forever young.
There's a new angel tonight.
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Your Eyes
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.
When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.
But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.
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Just a Little Longer
Wide open space,
Between the trees and me,
Emptiness and me,
Confusion and decisions,
Feelings hard to define,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
Coldness seeps
Its way in,
I am falling deeper,
Into what I fear most,
As I reach out,
There is nothing there,
As possible there was something once,
Only to be gone,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
The sun drops,
The last inch of light falls,
The squirrels more likely to be huddled up,
But not me,
Something I never possessed,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
Then the sun has gone,
Darkness spreads its wings over me,
I see nothing so no one sees me,
Feeling of bitterness only,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
An Owl peers down,
With question in her eyes,
She doesn't have a hope,
In helping me,
As she doesn't see my pain,
Spreads her wings,
Passes me by,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
The soft earth,
Seems the only thing holding me up,
Even then I could slip,
And wondering takes me,
To why and how I got here,
Without even knowing it,
Yet no one notices,
As they didn't see before,
So I say to myself,
Just a little longer,
Shimmering in the darkness,
I see two moons,
Reflecting off a stream of thoughts,
Ongoing forever more,
Along a rocky road,
Slowly giving in to finding a way out,
I take the plunge under the river,
Then the wind carries a whisper,
Gently on a breeze,
'Just a little longer.'
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Why?
His life had just begun
All of a sudden it was taken away
I didn't even get to say the things I wanted to say
Only if God could see
How he could of turned out to be
Alcohol was the cause
He was wrong and broke the law
He wasn't the only one to pay
I still cry to this day
He would have been 21 this year
Sometimes I envision him in my mind
As clear as I would in a mirror
I only hope he knows
that no matter where in life I go
I love him so much
I only wish I could feel his touch
Only if God could see
How much he meant to me
Why won't the sorrow disappear?
Why can't I stop shedding the tears?
I never told him how much I cared
or how much I enjoyed the things we shared
All of mind is filled with hate
Because I never told him of my love
and now it's too late
Sometimes I feel he's here
I only wish he didn't drink that beer
For he'd be alive today
and I wouldn't think of reasons "Why?" to say
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You'll Never Know
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Goodbye At Last
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without a warning
No good-byes, my only regret.
Wherever I may be now
Always searching for another so true
To place my world of emotion
Handing my love to someone like you.
If again I must go there
And experience all the pain
I would do it in a minute
For all the good I would gain.
No matter what my wrongs
You offered only love
Until the day you left me
For your new home up above.
I know you still are with me
Your love is within my heart
Though life is no longer present
Our souls will never part.
This is given to you in honor
Of all that we did share
I just wanted you to know, dear,
How much I really did care.
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You Are Like The Diamond
You glimmer and glow
And shine so brightly
Some, like me, draw close
To feel your warmth, your heat
Only to find none
You are like the diamond
You are bright and strong
But you have no warmth, or love
It's a terrible game
To play with people's hearts
Like mine
You are like the diamond
You will last longer than most
But you will have no love
No warmth to back up that bright light
So what kind of life will it be?
Besides long?
Will you regret it someday?
Regret being so much like the diamond
Regret being so cold
And look for me
A find me gone?
Can I ever leave?
No, I can never leave you
I am drawn to this cold light
This false sense of warmth you give
I keep wishing and hoping
That someday, you will give warmth
But, this will never be
Diamonds last forever
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Love
But it is obvious things have changed.
I said the words I love you,
And my feelings are still the same.
You said I'll love you forever,
But forever wasn't long enough.
I said I'll love you always,
And I'll mean it forever.
But I can not imply to you
What that means,
'Cause your version of Forever
Isn't what it seems,
And my version of Always
Seems like an unrealistic dream.
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Promises Made
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.
No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.
Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.
One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made . . . were broken.
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Crazy
With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me.
I know the pain of the madman;
He lives inside of me.
I've felt the strength of demons
And the weakness of self- preservation.
And hope. Hope.
Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight?
Are they locked away inside of themselves?
Are their minds slipping away?
Mama hen, mama hen . . .
The fox has taken your baby again.
Precious minds are a shame to waste
Memories are forgotten in haste.
I am losing all that is me . . .
Yet gaining something entirely different.
Something that acts like an animal
And speaks like God.
Comforts me like a best friend
And loves me like its child.
I am its child.
An innocent brat, ready for its teachings.
Ready to do what is told to me.
Believing all that is said to me.
Taking in all.
And living off of my fevered dreams.
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Never Forgotten
Late at night, when I was alone.
You preyed on my innocence and my trust.
How did I know that it was wrong?
You did things so horrible to me,
My soul and body were bared.
What you did to that little girl
Left me feeling alone and scared.
You said it was to show your love
By taking my body for your use.
But now I know that what happened to me
Wasn't love; it was abuse.
All the dirty things you did to me
Won't wash away with rain.
Nothing on earth will rid my heart
Of this neverending pain.
I hope that you hurt as much as I do,
Or do you even remember what you did?
Nothing will make up for the pain you caused
When I was just a kid.
The physical scars you put on my body
Have since healed with time.
But my pain still shows on the outside
Whenever the child inside of me starts to cry.
That little eight year old girl
Had to grow up way too soon.
And all of the hurt and pain that you have caused
Will always be remembered, like a flower that forever blooms.
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Thinking
Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.
That dream was mine.
A utopian dream.
Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.
Pointy, like a star, you shone.
So bright, yet not shining as a star would,
But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.
You would not show off like a star.
Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively -
you were a star in my eyes.
But like all stars, you died.
That gas was gone.
No pull between us.
The atmosphere was dry
and I began to choke.
I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor,
drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.
Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.
Wondering.
The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.
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Our Love
wasteland
of
promises in vain
of past
of present
of future
nothing
rotting
quietly
in my palms
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What Did You Expect?
As quickly as you left.
You grabbed a cutting knife
And sliced right through my breast.
You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
My heart now cut in two
It feels beyond repair.
Injury done by you
God, life just isn't fair.
You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
So here we are, just friends,
But I long to be more.
Desire with no end
Throbbing from my core.
You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
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It Won't Be Long
that I was the key to your heart.
But the truth is you were mine.
I ask the Lord above,
to answer my prayers.
That you would come back.
But, that wouldn't be fair.
I now know that you're happy where you are.
Safe in the arms of Jesus,
without any cares.
But I want you to know,
that I still love you so.
And I'll go on living for Him,
Knowing that His light will never dim.
Someday together we'll be,
But, until then, the Lord will take care of me.
So, keep on watching,
It won't be long.
That from this world,
I'll be gone.
Into your arms once again,
Safe from all the worldly harm.
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Who Would Know
driving in our town?
I was coming out of the parking lot,
they hit me, I spun around.
All of a sudden my short life flashed
before my hurting eyes.
I started thinking about all the fun
I had with mom, dad, and the guys.
Then I hear the siren guy say there is no chance -
She will die, I also felt my spirit go up into the sky.
Why does my family have to suffer,
for something they didn't do?
I just pulled out of a parking lot and now my life is through.
I am only 19 years old now,
my family's life is going to shatter,
and the civil case will not matter.
The expense of my funeral will bring them down,
me lying in a casket,
my family and friends all on the ground.
Just because those kids thought they were cool,
drinking and driving in my town.
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Heartstrings Are Played Upon
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me
Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared
With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I'm left to await another clue
On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me
I'm wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.
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Mistake
of leaving it all behind and letting everything go
I was lost and alone, as I always am,
So many people around me,
Yet no one seems to care.
They say they understand and love me very much,
But just when I Trust to love, they forget and move on.
I held the knife so close
as tears, mixed with blood,
Began to fall slowly.
Like a foolish child I cried.
Knowing that I could end it all now
made my mind draw a blank.
I put the knife away and tried to wipe the blood,
that ran faster than I can describe.
I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for.
I knew there was a reason for me being alone.
So many bad things happening at once -
They can make you forget
About the good qualities of life.
Even though life is hard,
and trouble an inevitable part of it.
If you decide to leave it all behind,
maybe you will,
but I can guarantee that others
....Your Mistake will haunt
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Death Of An Angel
Misery
she lived in a damaged world
she calls to me in transparent dreams
a lonely star
outside
the closed universe
she was my twisted soul
long ago
she experienced
the darkest of
pain
beauty was something
she could not
believe
I once knew an angel named
Evil
she traveled like a
ghost into the shadows
her heart was dying for some form of
life
all seems balanced
now
the angel burns to
die
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She Walks
no one to dry her tears
massage her tired feet
or calm ever present fears
Seeing life through tainted heart
making everything gray
Alone, her life, anew to start
Always searching for a way
But life goes on no matter what
That fact she cannot quell
Memories ne'er to be forgot
Within her heart they dwell
So she keeps walking this lonely street
Keeps searching to find her way
Every night she lies down to sleep
And prays tomorrow's a better day
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I'm Sorry
It must've been very hard on you
I'm sorry for all that's been said and done
I was the moon, you were the sun
I'm sorry for not making everything right
But the situation I was in, was very tight
I'm sorry for not lending you a hand
If only I could be a better friend
I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care
Lucky for you, your special- someone was there
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
For forgiveness, where do I start?
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Have You?
But knew they didn't care?
Have You ever felt like crying
But Knew you'd get no where?
Have you ever looked into their eyes
And said a little prayer?
Have you ever looked into their hearts
And wished that you were there?
Have you ever felt their heartbeat,
When the lights were turned down low?
Have you ever whispered "God, I love You"
But you'll never let me show?
Love is grand, yet it hurts so much.
The price you pay is high.
If I could choose between Love and Death,
I'd rather choose to die.
So do not fall in love, my friend,
It doesn't pay a dime.
It only causes broken hearts,
Yet it happens all the time.
So do not fall in love, my friend,
You'll hurt before it's through.
I ought to know, my friend -
I fell in love with you.
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I'm Too Big To Cry
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me
Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be
I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say
I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
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Painful Love
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a year ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down -
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I have to say;
"I love you and I want you back - "
but these words you just won't hear.
You don't seem to remember them -
all the memories I hold dear.
You were my first kiss, my first love
and now you don't even care.
How could you just blow it away?
We were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go -
You're doing fine as you are,
while I'm still missing how we were.
We had the best love by far.
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A Lesson
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.
But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.
You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.
I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.
And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.
I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.
And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."
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What Good Is Love
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My Love Left On A Saturday
Reminders of you stay fresh
in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,
when the sun shines again.
It's frightening when all I know
falls apart.
And all I know is you.
Hunger squeezes me tighter.
My soul sags with exhaustion.
Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.
Weeping intensifies my anxiety.
Can tomorrow come without you...
here today?
The cheap chandelier falls on my face.
The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.
Pain is unrecognizable.
All I knew was you.
You.
My love.
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Gone So Soon
Once too many times.
As a child you thought -
"Oh no, never me."
Life is a gift,
Given and taken at some
Unknown time.
Your time came too soon -
Your life was over in a flash.
The fun you shared,
The joy you brought,
All just a memory -
Behind us.
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Letting Go
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.
We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.
I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.
May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.
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Dance Of Terror
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see?
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At First
It would be soft and tender,
A loving feeling to remember.
But, instead . . .
You made me feel like a whore,
My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore.
And I wondered how this could be,
We were finally together, you and me.
I was only a piece of flesh,
No loving thing,
And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings.
You hurt me, caused pain
And what was I to gain?
This tiny life that is inside,
When I found out I could have died.
Something that once had the chance to be so sweet,
Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat.
The pain I felt,
My heart you made melt.
This pain can never be recovered,
Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover.
Something he will not see for a while.
He does not know that we made a child.
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Diana
sent from God in heaven above.
Your shocking death just broke the hearts of everyone you loved.
When I found out that you had died
I thought that they were wrong.
You were so alive - and then
just like that, you were gone.
A flame blown out in seconds,
Confirming our worst fears -
A light that shines no more on earth
for which we shed many tears.
But still you are my beacon
And I need you right now.
You hear all the prayers I say
Because they are answered somehow.
I wish that you could be here,
But in a way you are.
Your symbol of a rose goes everywhere with me,
so I know you can't be far.
It still is quite a shock to me
that you had to die;
But no one will forget you
And I love you, and goodbye.
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Remembrance
All the people who had said
They cared, but did they really?
She remembers it all,
The sound of laughter and
How happy she'd been, but was she really?
She remembers it all,
His arms around her and
He said "I love you," but did he really?
She remembers it all,
The pain she'd felt when he left,
How her heart ached, but was it really?
She remembers it all,
The feeling of being so alone,
The feeling no one cared, but did they really?
But now they'll remember her,
Staring at the knife in her hand
How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?
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For Sean
glimpse of myself
as I opened my
car door
yesterday
a face
I don't really
know
stared back at me
it looked eighty
bitter eyes
sharp lines in my
skin
a girl raped of her
innocence
I suppose
you know it's been
millions of years
since I've talked to you
I feel like you
died
let me feel the snow again
before I had to
sever you
from my side
let me hold your hand
the simplest things that
haunt me
let me pretend that
I don't really know the
truth
or better yet
let me
remember
the girl
under my skin
you
took away
Labels: Sad
The Joke's On Me
Yet I know it won't be you;
I try to fill my life with busyness
Yet all I do is think of you.
What became of us
And all our dreams and plans;
How could you turn and walk away
As I watched our castles turn to sand?
Do you never even miss me
Don't you long to caress my face;
How could you forget so easily
And You I can't erase?
I want to be in your arms again
To see the laughter in your eyes;
But I guess the joke's on me
And Oh! Was I surprised!
Labels: Sad
Mother's Watch
Labels: Sad
Everything
comes from some beginnings end.
Every time you kill me,
I am born again.
Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.
And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.
Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,
And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.
Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair,
And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don't care.
Labels: Sad
I Regret
Angles took the wrong one - not her - another.
Regret is a feeling that I feel everyday;
You took her from me, and I didn't say -
"I Love You, Mom," in my own way;
Only to hear her say it back to me.
God, why couldn't you just let us be?
She didn't deserve to die;
Didn't deserve to be in pain,
Only to leave me here asking you why -
Night after night when I cry in vain.
Labels: Sad
Something
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -
this confusion, constant
hunger for something more than this
I strive to find this being
that I envision, yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty-
or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending Something
that I am living deep inside,
depicts the illusion of myself
and all I have to hide.
Labels: Sad
Blind
Yet you fail to notice,
This is your blunder,
You've had a rough time,
Though now it is over,
But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,
And in doing this your depression grows deeper,
Pulling you apart at the seams,
Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,
Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "
To ease your mind of your terrible burden,
You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),
Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:
That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,
When all of your friends have been with you till now,
But here comes the crossroads up ahead,
They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."
You have your beauty and charm,
Your intelligence and grace,
Good friends and your health,
What more does it take for you?
Labels: Sad
Waiting
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.
Labels: Sad
Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed
There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray
Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread
Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.
Labels: Sad
So Long For Now
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.
Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Nan Legge, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
Nan Legge, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
Nan Legge, I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.
Labels: Sad
Faces of Love
Love here, love there
Love springs everywhere
Love thrills, love excites
Love enchants and delights
Love hurts, love heals
Love gathers and dispels
Love kills, love revives
Love keeps us alive
Jemarie Ragudo
Labels: Love
LOVE IS...........
Love is desire,
Love is on fire,
Love is my word,
Love is to hold,
Love is my sin,
Love is my dream.
Love is lust,
Love is my truth,
Love is my journey,
Love makes me horny,
Love is on me,
Love is what you see,
Love teach me how,
Love takes a bow,
Love never dies,
Love is a surprise,
Love take care of you,
Love is true,
Love is my faith,
Love is great,
Love is so real,
Love is dear,
Love is you,
I love you, always do
Gianni Pintus
Labels: Love
Love In My Eyes
Love is kind
Love is patient
Love is strong
Love is.
Love is Tough
Love is soft
Love is Tender
Love is.
Love strict
Love is leneiant
Love is obedient
Love is.
Love is cool
Love is refreshing
Love is clear
Love is.
Love is actions
Love is words
Love is silent
Love is.
Love is here
Love is There
Love is everywhere
Love is.
Love is yesterday
Love is today
Love is tomorrow
Love is.
Love is forever
Love is together
Love is apart
Love is.
Love is gained
Love is lost
Love is found
Love is.
No matter what it is
Love is here, today, forever
Love is found, everywhere, together
Love is Love in my eyes.
Kelly Persinger
Labels: Love
LOVE IS
What is love, Love can't see you but you can't see it
Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick
Love can hurt and Love can heal
Love can be born and Love can kill
Love has won and Love has lost
Love can catch and Love can toss
Love can stand and Love can fall
Love is small and Love is tall
Love is right and Love is wrong
Love is weak but Love is strong
Love is up and Love is down
Love can smile and Love can frown
Love is good and Love can be bad
Love is quite and Love can brag
Love is a little and Love is a lot
Love contiues and Love stops
Love can hope and Love can dream
Love can talk and Love can sing
Love can be a word or Love can be a ring
Love can be nothing or Love can be everything
So where is this thing we call Love
I dont know the only real love we have comes from above...
Daniel Chapman
Labels: Love
Love Is
Love is eternal
Love is immortal
Love is changeless
Love is ageless
Love is indefectible
Love is infinite
Love is interminable
Love is timeless
Love is undying
Love is uninterrupted
Love is forever
Love is unceasing
Love is supertemporal
Love is perpetual
Love is permanent
Love is perdurable
Love is immutable
Love is selfexistent
Love is enduring
Love is everlasting
Love is always
Love is in aeternum
Love is deathless
Love is boundless
Love is diuturnal
Love is constant
Love is eternal
Jack Klar
Labels: Love
LOVE
I am so in love
In love with Joy
In love with happiness
In love with anger
In love with frustration
In love with Tears
In love with Me.
I love love
love is fruitful
Love is Kind
Love is Motivating
Love is Comforting
Love is love
I hate Love
Love is painful
Love is heartbreaking
Love is deadly
Love is poisonous
Love is Evil
Hey stop it
Love is like what
I don't know
All I know is Love is Love
so say all you want
But I know Love is
and I love love
I love me & you
Sheikh Hina Yasmeen
Labels: Love
Love is It
Love is unpredictable Love is uncontainable
Love is reliable Love is infallible
Love is right Love is wrong
Love is weak Love is strong
Love is good Love is pure
Love is real Love is sure
Love is jealous Love is pain
Love is lost Love is gained
Love is naked Love is raw
Love is everything Love is all
Love is here Love is there
Love is beautiful Love is fair
Love is great Love is shit
Love is demanding Love is it....
Paul LaFalce
Labels: Love
LOVE...
LOVE…
I LOVE THE CONCEPT OF LOVE
TO BE IN LOVE
TO FEEL LOVE
BUT I HAVE ABUSED THE WORD OF LOVE
USED THE ONE WHO LOVED
I LOVE THE FEELING OF LOVE
THE DEPTH OF LOVE
BUT I HAVE RUINED THE EMOTION OF LOVE
THE SENSITIVITY OF LOVE
I LOVE TO BE TOUCHED BY LOVE
MADE BY LOVE
MAKE LOVE
BUT I HAVE MISTREATED THE CARESS FROM LOVE
THE KISS OF LOVE
I LOVE TO LOVED BY LOVE
BOUND BY LOVE
BUT I HAVE LOST THAT LOVE
I BROKE MY LOVE
AND NEGLECTED OUR LOVE
I LOVE TO PICTURE LOVE
PAINT LOVE
BUT I HAVE DRIED LOVE
STOLEN LOVE
I LOVE TO WALK WITH LOVE
TALK TO ME LOVE
SAY IT AGAIN LOVE
OVER AND OVER…LOVE
BUT I HAVE RAN FROM LOVE
MUTED THE WORD LOVE
AGAIN AND AGAIN…LOVE
I LOVE TO LOVE YOU STILL LOVE
FEEL LOVE
HEAR LOVE
SPEAK LOVE
LOVE ME LOVE
LOVE MY KIND OF LOVE
LOVE THIS LOVE
LOVE…LOVE…LOVE...
I AM LOVE…
Lerato Ladyfair Shuping
lerato shuping
Labels: Love
love is in my thought
Love is blind
Love is eyed
Love is sweet
Love is bitter
Love is care
Love is hesitation
Love is bare
Love is dare
Love is peace
Love is violent
Love is clear
Love is dirty
Love is prominent
Love is contaminate
Love is heaven
Love is hell
Love is crashing
Love is sticky
Love is critical
Love is mythological
Love is brittle
Love is malleable
Love is capable
Love is stressful
Love is innocent
Love is violent
Love is best
Love is worst
Love is nothing
But love is everything
Love is god
Love is devil
Love is evil
Love is shining sun
Love is blinking moon
Love is beautiful earth
Love is the worst larva of earth
Love is hurting
Love is paining
But love is lovable and love is pain clear
Love is like this
Love is like that
Love is too much
I can not describe
Look in side dear reader
You will find love everywhere hidden but prominent when looks closer
Love is not enough to understand but its
For me is love
I love the love and love doesnot love me
p.s. Its my thought abt love.i don't know what you think.....sry if my words are hurting....
Rajnish with love
rajnish jena
Labels: Love
this is my mind now
this is my mind now,
Love is a pissed off fake emotion and people say its what they feel to hide true hate for everyone else
i know this sounds mean but love is fake and being cheated on 4 times proves it
Giving up on life ...
Labels: Love
Farewell To Your Friendship
I don't need you,
Or your lame friends,
I have my own friends,
The more I have,
The more sad I get,
With all these friends some care for me as I care for them,
Farewell to your friendship,
You used me,
Stole my life,
Stole my money,
Stole everything I ever had,
Why don't you get a job and buy your own stuff and quit stealing it from me,
Your friendship is worthless for me to keep as a friend,
So farewell to you and your friends,
I have more friends where that came from,
The ones that don't steal from me,
They're my true friends who are always there for me,
You were never there for me from the start,
So farewell to you and your friendship,
Cause I don't need anymore sadness from you,
Farewell to your friendship.
Jennifer Rondeau
Labels: Friendship , poem
Chain Tied Between Two Best friends...
Friendship is a golden chain,
The links are friends so deal
And like a rare precious jewel!
It is clasped together firmly
With the love that deep and true!
And it is rich with happy memories
And fond recollections too!
Time cannot destroy it's beauty
For as long as memory lives!
Years cannot erase the pleasure
That the joy of friendship gives!
For friendship is a priceless gift
That cant be bought or sold!
But to have an understanding friend
Is worth far more than gold!
The golden chain of friendship
Is a strong and blessed tie!
Binding kinded haerts together
As the years go by
Ayesha Raoof
Labels: Friendship , poem
It's Over
There is a time When this friendship has to end This friendship IT'S OVER! I wish we had never met Because of you You started this So I have to end it Because of the childness 'cause we need space 'cause I need space from your face so, IT'S OVER! IT'S OVER! IT'S OVER CAN'T YOU GET IT! IT'S OVER! This friendship could have been the best, But now, it will never be It's all your fault YOUR FAULT! Because of you this friendship has to end! ! ! ! ! ! ! SORRY this is NOT a mistake, I just can't be NICE so, DEAL! ! ! ! ! ! Aleksandra Lachut |
Labels: Friendship , poem
A Friendship Kit
A friendship kit can never be purchased Neither be sold, nor be replaced Because everything that comes with it Holds value in every bit So pick your friends who are dear Mix in them some love and care And add kindness in them too And be always honest and true Then put them in the friendship test And let them take it with zest Then whatever comes out of it Store it in the friendship kit For everything that is given to you By a friend really holds value true Because a friend is an extension of you Without whom you feel incomplete too. Happy Friendship Day! ! ! Seema Chowdhury |
Labels: Friendship , poem
Pretending It's Not Real
A shooting star flew by And you quickly came to mind You're exactly what I wanted You're what my thoughts would find Our friendship flashed before me And a smile I found on my face I loved each and every moment Of your sweet enchanting grace I was memorized so much By the words that you would speak I couldn't seem to help That I'd always grow so weak At first I liked our friendship How we could trust each other How our friendship grew so strong With one another I'm not sure when it started But i began to fall for you I couldn't stop my feelings There was nothing I could do But soon my feelings grew stronger And you're all I thought about My heart was beating only for you And in that there was no doubt I tried to get over it Knowing it would never be Knowing I was just playing with my feelings Thinking you would fall for me I didn't tell anyone Not even my best friends Didn't want to risk our friendship Didn't want it to end I couldn't control it I yearned for you so much Didn't want anything else Except your gentle touch I kept my mouth shut Trying to deny it to myself Pretending I didn't have those feelings Lying to myself This love is starting to hurt Pretending it's not real Trying to put it in the past Refusing to reveal SarahLaney Long |
Labels: Friendship , poem
True Friendship Has Many Ingredients
True friendshup isn't seen
with the eyes;
it's felt with the heart
when there is trust,
understanding, secrets,
loyalty, and sharing.
Friendship is a feeling
rarely found in life,
but when it is found
it has a profound impact
on one's well-being,
strength, and character.
A true friendship does not need
elaborate gifts
or spectacular events
in order to be valuable or valued.
To ensure long lasting quality
and satisfaction,
a friendship only needs
certain key ingredients:
undying loyalty,
unmatched understanding,
unsurpassed trust,
deep and soulful secrets,
and endless sharing.
These ingredients, mixed with
personality and a sense of humor,
can make friendship
last a lifetime.
Aleksandra Lachut
Labels: Friendship , poem
I don't care
I don’t care who’s wrong, I don’t care who’s right, I just want to stop this fight You and I know this friendship is ending So let’s just quit all this pretending We never ever get along Don’t tell each other when something’s wrong We always argue we never agree If this is a “Friendship” I want to be free I want this to be over, I know you do too, And don’t even deny it because you know it’s true. You might say it’s noble to try and work it all out But our friendship is going nowhere, without a doubt. Even if we could change the things we feel This “friendship” of ours would never be real. I don’t care what you do or what you say I will always feel this way I don’t care if you hate me or if you don’t I don’t care if you’ll be friends or if you won’t I don’t care if we’re friends or if we’re not As long as this whole thing is forgot. Kelly Curiel |
Labels: Friendship , poem
Friendship Or Love
ive been thinking about something,
that i recently got off my chest,
with certain people in life,
you must decide between two options,
friendship or relationship,
its a very hard decision,
you may really want a relationship,
but never want to sacrifice,
a great friendship in the process,
it would become too awkward,
you may want friendship,
but others might want relationship,
might just be using you,
or might be 'The One',
you never know,
we all get our hearts broken,
and break a few ourselves,
decisions, decisions, decisions,
we never know what to do,
or what not to do,
we look at the facts,
and listen to our hearts,
we ask questions,
and give answers,
then we finally figure out,
with the help of others,
the best decision to make,
the one that means the most,
im sorry for the ramblin,
just thinkin about,
friendship or love...
Kurt Lippy
Labels: Friendship
Chain Tied Between Two Best friends...
Friendship is a golden chain,
The links are friends so deal
And like a rare precious jewel!
It is clasped together firmly
With the love that deep and true!
And it is rich with happy memories
And fond recollections too!
Time cannot destroy it's beauty
For as long as memory lives!
Years cannot erase the pleasure
That the joy of friendship gives!
For friendship is a priceless gift
That cant be bought or sold!
But to have an understanding friend
Is worth far more than gold!
The golden chain of friendship
Is a strong and blessed tie!
Binding kinded haerts together
As the years go by
Jhelum Das
Labels: Friendship
Glove of Friendship
If the heart is true a friendship will last If it's built on mistrust it 'll become a thing of the past If the heart is honest a friendship will thrive the bond will be solid and never implied If the heart is open and truly willing to love a friendship will flourish and should be worn like a glove Jock Ridi |
Labels: Friendship
Surprising BOON - Colleague as friend :)
Being miles apart, never having met
We gel so well like close pals yet
None with whom I did encounter this before
You alone have given me this comfort
To feel the warmth of a friend so far
Physically; yet so close to heart.
Not a word can express the strength of our friendship twine
Only can witness it as days pass by
‘Understanding the misunderstanding is an understanding in friendship
No misunderstanding in friendship is the most understood friendship’
These words though not mine
Speak loud enough to be heard at a pitch up so high
When life is to live and love,
I believe friendship is to endure to eternity! ! !
Vaishali Shashi
Labels: Friendship
A SPECIAL FRIEND
Your friendship likens the sun-
it lights up the world
Your friendship likens a fruit-
it grows sweeter with age
Your friendship likens a precious brooch-
gives me cause to hold it close to my heart
Friendship can’t be packaged and delivered-
it is the “great work” of God-not man made.
I’m so blessed to have you as my friend.
Almedia Knight
Labels: Friendship
The Feelings That Will Stay With In Me
The Feelings That Will Stay With In Me
The feelings that I have for you,
Will always stay with in me,
Because the feelings that,
I have for you,
Are too strong to share with anyone,
I am too clingy for you,
I hope that just,
Because I cling to you,
And want you to hold me,
That that will not reuin our friendship,
Yes, I do want more than a friendship with you,
But if a friendship is all you want,
Than I am the kind of person,
That is willing to keep it,
Just a friendship,
Even though I want more out of it,
Written by Nicole Elizabeth Edwards
February 5th 2009
Nicole Edwards
Labels: Friendship
real friendship - (cycle - poetry for my friends)
the true friendship
is not having to come back
because it is never walking away
the true friendship is free,
and will impose himself upon nobody,
not is limiting nobody, also.
if anybody has doubts whether
it is a friendship,
didn't get to know it really
it is helping you to fall asleep
and in sadness always will comfort you
it is not having
to tell you: I love you
always for you it heart is open
the true friendship
is not having to come back
because it is never walking away
--------
(for HN)
Dagmara Anna AuraDagimar
Labels: Friendship
Sincere Friendship
Friendship is a sheltering tree Where grows flower of love That extend it branches Like a bliss of heaven above For friendship is a rare gift And a source of pleasure That brings fun and joy More than any treasure And it is like a garden Where grows grass green Just like that in friendship There is nothing mean And friendship is unselfish And it is also kind that brings you alot of fain And pleasure's peace of mind because it is a sunshine That gives it bright light And makes everything gloomy In the garden of delight. Seema Chowdhury |
Labels: Friendship
You can win friendship
Who says you can’t win friendship?
Didn’t I make myself clear?
You’ve got 500 people in your friends list
How come you still want me in it?
Friendship can be win
But it has its own time
Friendship comes along with trust
Understanding and due acceptance
Between us
I guess its not now
Neither tomorrow
Not until I get over you
03.15.06
(inspired by Mark Mendoza's 'You can't win friendship')
sweet seven
Labels: Friendship
Our Frienship
Our Frienship
Like a rose blooming
With so much beauty,
Like a dew
Glittering in the sun,
Our friendship
Shall stay beautiful and eternal always
Making everyone passing by
Jealous of us.
Like the sun
That has never given up our hopes,
Like the river
That has never stopped flowing,
Our friendship shall stay promising and never die out..........
Like the mighty ocean
That cannot be measured,
Like the vast universe
That has not got an end,
Our friendship
Shall spread awide
With no end whatsoever.
My dear friend I thank you
For all that you've done for me.
Our friendship shall stay immortal
With a cheerful side always
Our friendship shall stay forever
Even if the sky comes down
Our friendship is something
That can never be more pure
Something that aims at happiness
So my dear friend
As we say
Our friendship is a ship that shall
Never sink.........................................
(Written to my best friend ANEEZA)
Labels: Friendship
More than Friends
friendship can be found
and friendship can be lost
friendship is a beautiful sound
though it doesnt cost
you mean alot
there is something special bout friendship,
it can't be bought
if you think or if u thought
that i wasn't ur friend,
think again,
cuz how can i not?
you're special in a way
i can not describe,
but i need to say,
if only you could see
through my disguise
trying not to lie
but all i can say
is i understand why
now you're asking again
what i understand,
i say, why we're not more than friends
when we're together
you can see the change in the weather,
to me you're like the blue sky
i'm just there to take the clouds away
friendship is important,
friendship is beautiful,
friendship is the sweetest taste,
but why is that the only
thing you and i can be?
now honestly, dont ask me.
Nancy Beverton
Labels: Friendship
Ship and Friendship
Ship is moored in a port
Friendship blossoms in the heart.
Ship is tossed by winds
Friendship withstands any wind.
Ship cruises along the sea
Friendship- the depth one can’t see.
A ship takes you to many lands
Friendship shows you many wonderlands.
A ship carries tons of cargo
Friendship- strong and pure is void of ego.
A ship sails unto new horizons,
Friendship opens new horizons.
A ship is caught in ice-berg,
Friendship gets beyond all ice-bergs.
A ship sinks in the waters
Friendship gets beyond all Waterloos.
Ravi Panamanna
Labels: Friendship
Friendship Is Give And Take…
Friendship Is Give And Take… Friendship is give and take, Friendship is understanding and forgiving when a friend makes a mistake, Friendship is about being there when a friend’s heart aches… Friendship is not about making demands, Friendship is not even trying to understand and dismissing the other out of hand, Friendship is not about me, it’s about we… Friendship is not saying never speak to me again, it’s lets get through this my friend, What ever the problem we have, we can beat it my friend, just hold my hand and lets face it together until the end… That’s a friend…. Andrew Mark Wilkinson |
Labels: Friendship
Friendship Hurts
Never did I think Friendship can hurt So much as friendship is to heal the pain Through sharing and caring. In creative ways which would help in forming Through friendship which was to create And not break the meaning Of friendship to be Which lasted through times In need of one another And thought would stay Without limits to make it last As the strength of friendship would be of infinity Last which would forever to be Is what didn't occur. Happens to be sad Even though sweet it was for long Until sour it turned To break all that was. ROHIT SAPRA |
Labels: Friendship
The Gift Of Friendship
It's hard to find a friendship that is truly real
Sometimes it's hard to trust
Never give up on making new friends
Friends are like family, and family is a must.
A family is very personal
and to me friendship is too
So I take it slow when meeting new people
I have to feel that their friendship is true.
But if I am convinced they want nothing but friendship
I will except them into my heart
For in my heart they are truly safe
And nothing will break that friendship apart.
Dianna Nally
Labels: Friendship
To My Two Best Friends
friendship that has be lost
friendship that has be found
friendship that we shared
friends that well never end
friends that I love
friendship that has two people i care for
friendship that will last
Labels: Friendship
The Strong Friendship
Friendship is love,
Without friendship love means nothing!
Without friendship love is empty…
Without friendship love is boring...!
Friendship means sharing…
People learn to share from friendship,
Share everything they have in life,
Friendship is like stars,
Even though we always see them together
Always mean to each other…
But,
Sometimes they argue!
Friendship is like flower,
Soft but strong!
Friendship is like sun,
Bright and beautiful!
Fayisck Cmsu
Labels: Friendship
Friendship And Love
Friendship is love
Love is friendship
Why
Have one when you don’t have the other
When
Love depends so greatly
On friendship
That
Without friendship
Love could not exist
Friendship is within love
Love is within friendship
They can’t live
Cant breath
Without each one another
Can’t be
Truly there without each other
They don’t fight the war
Against each other
They fight it as
A team
A bond
So powerful that no man shall ever
Break them a part
Crystal Midnight
Labels: Friendship
Friendship Forever...
A friendship for always
A friend that's so dear
You opened my heart
and showed me no fear.
You heard my cryings,
You heard my joy
I now know my heart
Wasn't your toy.
No greater love could ever compare
To the friendship in our hearts
The Friendship right here.
For if no tomorrow
And none of the next
Our friendship will prosper
And show us the best.
No greater bond will ever compare
To this friendship for always,
This friendship we share!
....... SAAJAN
Labels: Friendship
A Friendship Is But A Flower
A friendship is but a flower
Growing out in Gods garden
Helping out the fellow man
Not knowing should they get a pardon
A friendship is but a flower
Waiting to bloom in the spring
Waiting with a helping hand or an ear
To help or listen to most any ol thing
A friendship is but a flower
That God lends to us for a while
To help us along our way
And give us a reason for a smile
A friendship is but a flower
Leaving impressions on our hearts
Never knowing when it might end
But, always happy to see it start
A friendship is but a flower
Sent with guidance from above
The friendship must be based on trust
But, like the flower, it's started with Gods love
Friendship is but a flower
Sent down for all of us to share
So pass on your bit of friendship
Show someone just how much you care
A friendship is but a flower
And this friendship I pass on to you
So please take my flower and friendship
So you can pass it on to others too
wrote 3/3/2009 by Norman Hale Jr
Norman hale
Labels: Friendship
Difference between Love and Friendship
Love is sacrifice. Friendship is a trust. Love is care Friendship is fair. Love is honesty, Friendship is loyalty. Love is life, Friendship is a remarkable part of a life. Love is kindness, Friendship is happiness. Love is a way, Friendship is a gay ' Love & friendship 'are not like a playing toy and by reading my poem I hope u will 'ENJOY' Barsha yadav |
Labels: Friendship